on not feeling like doing the thing
not feeling like doing the thing is not a bad feeling about doing the thing. because you are not doing the thing
you can’t feel the future because it does not exist
by definition — the future is what does not exist yet
(and it may never exist because the future is not fully predictable)
the future is an idea. a feeling about the future is a feeling about an idea. a feeling happening in the present
not feeling like doing the thing is really not feeling like starting to do the thing
it is a feeling about not doing the thing
you can stop feeling this feeling by starting to do the thing
ok
not feeling like continuing to do the thing can just be time to rest or to do something else
but if it feels the same as not feeling like starting to do the thing, it may be a feeling about the past where you hadn’t started yet
a feeling about dragging your feet or seeking distraction
this feeling is also not a feeling about doing the thing. it is a feeling about resisting doing the thing
you have not committed and surrendered to the work
only when you are doing the thing can you feel what it is like to do it
it may feel very different from not doing the thing
realizing this may make it easer to start to do the thing and to continue